God does not play dice..  really?

From all the signals around me I could decode the reason behind everything happening to me most of the times. It was not at all a theoretical belief, but a data driven one.  And I was secretly proud of that. Shhhhh…

And it forced me to believe that everything happens for a reason. Or in a way I believed in ultimate fairness for all. I thought there is a purpose to everything. I don’t wish to be fooled by randomness or the notion that the universe is governed by probability.

Yes, that’s what Albert Einstein also said: “God does not play dice”

But am I mistaken..? Is the world unfair..? Is there no cause for the effects? How can justice be given to the poor child who was brutally raped and killed? Even if the murderers were tortured and punished in the most barbarian way [hope atleast that to happen soon], can it justify the pain of the tormented the girl?

I cannot understand the purpose behind her pain.. [ yes of course it is understood the purpose behind that brutality….] But why did the poor child have to suffer..?

Should I still believe in that Universal Oneness that binds us all..? Who is holding the one end of that grand design string to cause unfairness to some?

I am not able to understand this… I feel so exhausted.. Her mourns haunts me..

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The author is a Quality Assurance professional by experience. Part Quantitative data analyst, part consultant for quality and information security practices, part software tester, she is a writer by passion and blogs at http://wordsandnotion.com and http://qualitynotion.com/.

One thought on “God does not play dice..  really?

  1. Prajakta

    April 18, 2018 at 2:06pm

    This incident has really stayed – I have to actively distract myself so that I don’t go down the rabbit hole. Horrifying!

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      Akhila

      April 18, 2018 at 2:20pm

      yes Praja, it is horrifying.. but why ..? why the poor babe? her pain haunts me from top to heels

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  2. Sifar

    April 19, 2018 at 12:18am

    It’s spine-chilling and unimaginable horror which the poor child went through…no words or thinking helps in arriving at the conclusion-why her? Injustice!

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