Some memories are hidden in past knowingly. It need not be a memory inhibition (inhibiting or not remembering irrelevant information), as the thoughts were relevant to you in the past. Still your conscious mind forced you to forget some past moments. And even your subconscious mind was tuned to believe that ‘If it’s not for me, let it go and if it’s for me it will come to me, till then I don’t have to think about that’

And then on a day, there happens some triggers poking them.

Still you are confused, whether it’s real or not. No, it’s not a dream, it happens in present-day only. They are the lively clues.

Maybe it’s the reason for something new. Can go with that and accept the risk while regaining repressed memories?

Or maybe it’s the liberation of not only conscious self, but the sub conscious self also. 😉

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This is not a perfect translation of ആകാശഗംഗ.. still some part of that..

He went out, opened the door, and took the newspapers from the corridor. Wished someone jogging outside. Started reading the newspapers with a cup of coffee in his hands.

We are used to certain things. And we do them a kind of robotically as we are very much used to them. We know how to do it or when to do it. So we are just doing the same without looking around, without perceiving much from the surroundings.

There is a saying about one’s skill like ‘he can do it even while sleeping’. They are pointing to the expertise of that one. But will the environment be same always? What’s the point in doing something unconsciously, without having any control over the changed environment?

Even if the environment is not changed, do we really watch it consciously while doing the routine stuffs..?

She sits with her laptop the whole day. After a while, found her searching for the pen-drive everywhere in the home. Lately only she noticed that it was there upon her laptop table itself. 

May be her eyes have seen that pen-stick lying just near to her. But she didn’t sense it at all. Or rather the impulse hasn’t reached her nervous system.

Be sensible and stop blaming on sense organs. Let the consciousness win over the sleepy mind.

Have you thought why our sense organs are not working in the way they are expected?

May be if that coherence happened with the senses, the world would have been crowded with Einsteins or Newtons. 😉