I forgot it knowingly in the past. But when it came back to me I understood what it actually means and so now I am pretty clear on my steps.
Which is the easiest path..? Are there any short cuts..?.
She was asking herself.
If I am aware of the responsible path, why do I need to think about the other paths?
If there is some guilty or irresponsibility accompanying the other path, why should I follow it? Is it only because of the easiness or comfortableness in the other path?
Her introspection continued….