From all the signals around me I could decode the reason behind everything happening to me most of the times. It was not at all a theoretical belief, but a data driven one.  And I was secretly proud of that. Shhhhh…

And it forced me to believe that everything happens for a reason. Or in a way I believed in ultimate fairness for all. I thought there is a purpose to everything. I don’t wish to be fooled by randomness or the notion that the universe is governed by probability.

Yes, that’s what Albert Einstein also said: “God does not play dice”

But am I mistaken..? Is the world unfair..? Is there no cause for the effects? How can justice be given to the poor child who was brutally raped and killed? Even if the murderers were tortured and punished in the most barbarian way [hope atleast that to happen soon], can it justify the pain of the tormented the girl?

I cannot understand the purpose behind her pain.. [ yes of course it is understood the purpose behind that brutality….] But why did the poor child have to suffer..?

Should I still believe in that Universal Oneness that binds us all..? Who is holding the one end of that grand design string to cause unfairness to some?

I am not able to understand this… I feel so exhausted.. Her mourns haunts me..

Don’t forget finishing touches. It makes everything complete and look more professional.

 

Are you in your late 20s?

If yes, be ready to welcome Saturn’s homecoming. Or be prepared to face questions about the life you are living.. A state of identity crisis.

A home coming happens when a planet completes its entire circuit through the sky and returns to the same place it was at the time of your birth.

Saturn return happens once every 29.5 years. So if you are in your late 20s, your play time is over. Saturn is nearing you. During the return, Saturn pulls you more intensively than usual reminding of your duties and responsibilities. Until then you had a feel like everything is possible, dreams can come true. But during this Saturn’s homecoming period, realities dominate the optimistic thoughts.  Yes, you are moving to adulthood.

If you are lucky enough you can have four more Saturn returns after the first one [second in late 50s, third in late 80s and fourth in late 110s…]

Actually most of the planets have the return/home coming. But I don’t understand how Saturn became so notorious out of that?  Venus, we treat for love, Jupiter for Goodwill, but poor Saturn for crises.

But what if we treat and welcome Saturn as a good reminder? Saturn’s energy is pulling you to concentrate more on your path. It is in fact making you stronger through challenges and crises. It is helping you to be well-ordered on your life journey. So welcome Saturn’s homecoming with more positivism.

Actually it is interesting to imagine how wonderfully somewhere out in the sky, Saturn changes our whole life.

I am neither an astrologer nor an astronomer to prove or disprove this. But I love these little little wonders of our universe. 

I donno when did I start to admire you..? I even don’t know how come I fall for you..?

You appear in front of me whenever I wish. You make me laugh forgetting all my worries. When I am with you I feel as light as a dandelion flower. You untie me from all my networks and make me float in the air freely.

You know why I am behind you..?

Your innocence and creativity [mischief-maker in others eyes] made me fall for you.

I know you are always trying to create a good time with all but unfortunately resulting in the opposite mode. It’s not your fault, dear. But how sad when people fail read your loveliness and affection.

You opened me to a world of varying perspectives with your never ending chat.

“Mein ek panch sal ka bada bacha hum” [I am a five your old big boy] —– how sweet when you start like this with your big mouth

I am a big fan of your adventures, Master Shin-chan.

Love you shinchan, love you a lot….

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Read about shincahn: https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Crayon_Shin-chan

Read the first part here….

Stand together and eradicate injustice – Part 1

I ran towards him. But before I could reach him, I found him assaulted by those people who was there on the other side of the street earlier.

Whats going on..? Someone rushed to me and dragged me a few meters away from the spot.

And at once I heard a noise. It was a blast. I looked back and found the flesh and bones of my dream rising high in the sky along with fire.

I was frozen. I felt some veins being broken inside my brain.

Who is all that around me? where am I? Am I admitted in a hospital?

How long have I been here..? Just an hour back. Aren’t I taken here a few weeks back.?

Someone is sitting beside me. It is him who saved me from that blast.

“How many are dead in that blast. ? Why did you save me?”

He just smiled and said “Only one. And you are saved from a devils hand and not from the blast”

It took me a lot of time to realize what he said and left unsaid.

Yes, it is a world where in people are least dared to stand together against injustice. This might be an uncivilised thought as in Castrate them. But do such child abusers deserve anything lesser?

I am fed up.. I cannot wait here anymore

I need to go home. Oh it started raining too. How come I miss my umbrella? Or did I forget it somewhere? I think i have kept in the juice shop.

Should I go back and collect my umbrella or hire a taxi and go home?

Or should I wait a few more minutes? But it is going to heavily rain soon. Seems I have got a roof of clouds which are just about to collapse. Better to find some shelter before the droplets hit me on.

While walking towards a nearby shop, I found something strange on the other side of street, on my left side. There was a ten year old girl surrounded by a few people. The girl was carrying something in her hand, something like a big white carry bag. It was not much clear for me as she was on the other side of street.

Oh, she is distributing some packets to the people around her. And they are keeping it to their chest and praying for a moment.

My phone is ringing, the same ring tone for which I was waiting for long. My heart started to jingle. Yes, I heard the voice which I wanted to hear on the other side of my phone. I was asked to look right. Oh, it’s him. He is coming towards me. How bad it would have been if I had left without waiting for him. I would have missed him forever if I had gone.

He is just a few feet away from me. My eyes could feel only his presence, nothing around me.

Oh, what’s that happening..why is he falling down? Did someone shoot him? But I didnt hear any voice..Or any heart attack..? Oh God, is this what you wanted..?

To be continued.. stay tuned

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Though comment box  is not shown up in mobile wordpress app for self hosted blogs, it appears in desktop page.

Its really frustrating when you are unable to leave a feedback after reading a post of your choice.

A few solutions which I have seen are

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While I tried to contact Jetpack team, they told like ‘this commenting feature is yet not fully implemented.’

And interestingly one more thing they informed me. That is if you follow more than 1K or 2K blogs, self hosted blogs wont appear in your reader even if you follow them.

So only option is to subscribe on self hosted blog like wordsandnotion [ not the regular wordpress follow]. Then you will get email notifications on post updates. [E-mail notifications wont be getting for wordpress followers from self hosted blogs, you will get emails only if you subscribe]

If this specific post comes to the notice of Jetpack team or wordpress team, I wish some workarounds to happen at the earliest from their side

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Certain bonds are unaffected if never met or contacted for long.

And still then you are free to knock at their door all of a sudden on a day.

Such friendships are really precious where in you can be with them forgetting your whole ego.

No worries of being discovered as you are exposed to them fully.

No qualms of any greedy eyes as you live in their heart only.

She asked me “What do you like about being a woman?”

Hmm.. Nice Question

Indeed, not hearing it for the first time, but thinking deeply on the same for the first time.

So let me widen the thought..

What do you like about being a woman?

Or

What do you like about being a man?