Spinning head Losing grip Jerking legs Catch me, I’m falling Words left unspoken No one hearing Faint on the floor After a while, opening eyes But I was only sleeping!! I was still sleeping. And dreaming a vertigo. My head was spinning in the dream. Losing my balance I tried to call my guys, but… Read More »
Letters are a way of my survival, the heartbeats that bypassed the brain waves. And writing, the unpaid mental therapy!! When the thoughts go crazy, when the words undress me, I know I am back to the naked self. I write to express my self, I write what I feel, what I feel only. I’m… Read More »
What am I feeling? Happy or sad..? I donno Maybe happy as I’m yet to realize what makes me truly happy; truly happy in the sense without even a second thought in mind about whether I’m happy or not. But now while smiling I’m sensing it as if ‘I’m experiencing what I’m experiencing’ which makes… Read More »
There is a new flower in my garden. It is soothing to watch it blooming. But it will wither and go back to soil by evening or so.. Then why did it bloom initially..?
I am not quite sure, if I believe in God. Yes, I do pray, go to worship places. Does it all mean that I am a devotee of God? So far, I didn’t dare to question the existence of God. Maybe I was confused. If I say something against God, will it cause any trouble… Read More »
Where our dead self goes after death?
I felt a cold breeze approaching me. It covered me. Took me to the heaven of memories. There I saw my grandma (passed away 3 years back ) cheerfully sitting. Hmm.. my super natural experiences, limited here..all my imaginations. I wish if I could experience it really. It will be there, isn’t it? What will happen to our… Read More »
I know my name, my whereabouts, my life, my love, everything… But I don’t know my soul.. I am in quest of the eternal self.. Definitely one day I will. With my eyes and ears closed, with all my senses sealed, I may attain that realization. Will I lose my love when I reach that point..?… Read More »
I used to have a list of concerns to discuss with God during my pray time. But nowadays I feel a kind of blankness.. Nothing to pray. Am I becoming a sage? Hmm .. No chance. 🙂 I guess this state may be for a few days only, as I’m experiencing this not for the… Read More »