She imagined herself to be a bold controller of her emotions. But she could never get used to that sudden rush of pain from past. They hit her while while writing, while cooking, while googling, while working and what not. Even while laughing, a part of her mind was lost in the past while the… Read More »
Six months back I met a doctor, further to a hair fall crisis. It was in Feb mid of 2020. And a lot many tests were followed. Well I was not exempted even from an ECG. Everything was normal except thyroid functions. They were a little bit hyper active making the readings beyond measurable. So… Read More »
Letters are a way of my survival, the heartbeats that bypassed the brain waves. And writing, the unpaid mental therapy!! When the thoughts go crazy, when the words undress me, I know I am back to the naked self. I write to express my self, I write what I feel, what I feel only. I’m… Read More »
What am I feeling? Happy or sad..? I donno Maybe happy as I’m yet to realize what makes me truly happy; truly happy in the sense without even a second thought in mind about whether I’m happy or not. But now while smiling I’m sensing it as if ‘I’m experiencing what I’m experiencing’ which makes… Read More »
Amma (mom), What’s for lunch today? Rice with Pulissery (an authentic Kerala recipe made with buttermilk and cucumber), banana stir fry and roasted chicken Yum, yum Baby, I’m on fasting today, you can have my chicken pieces too Thanks Amma, but even otherwise you don’t take more than two pieces Oh, oh, you are noticing… Read More »
Many a times, I wondered why I couldn’t throw people out of my life when their crooked eyes are discomforting me. Then I thought, there won’t be much harm they caused me or causing me to dislike them. May be it’s my fault to place them in those crooked seats. Again I was not quite… Read More »
I started to feel like I am everywhere while nowhere, I have everyone while no one, I have everything while nothing.. Am I enjoying some state of quantum entanglement? While thinking in a universal scale I feel nothing matterd ultimately. While thinking in an atomic scale I feel everything really matters even at the quarks… Read More »
“Words whipping up whimsical waves of notion to discern the quantum code of my soul” This was my tagline some months back for many years. Looking back, now I wonder how come I had a “quantum soul” in that line, I don’t remember having the idea of a quantum consciousness in my thoughts during that… Read More »
There was a girl who always imagined what’s behind the boundary of universe, if any are there. But her imaginations never could take her to the ultimate serene depths of empty space. Somewhere in the life journey, she lost her track and failed to define her higher horizons which she dreamt once. So this is… Read More »
A really great effort goes in while placing thoughts together to write an article. After many researches and multiple iterations, the article gets published. And then while internet surfing or so, happens to see a familiar article. “Wow! Someone thinks like me”, at first I was really excited to connect with a similar thinking mind… Read More »